Tuesday, May 18, 2004
Title:Pain has become a pleasure for me as im used to it..
So many questions,so many left unanswered,cause it will never be answered,as it hurts...
Went home with yani today to ask for help..Quite bored in school..pass my Cpa and My Physics..*Jumps with joy* k ar..nak main takraw uh..want my mind to rest and have fun...
P.s.I want to give her a letter todae...But i dont noe what time she will be back home..
Message of the day:
This life of me is burning down
Everything i do is out of bound,
Nothing to do,nowhere to go,
What comes next,I dont even want to know,
I have been secured and restricted,
Because of my mind has convicted,
Of pain and deppression
That has lead me running from my own solutions,
Words i say,is a form of myself,
Expressing my thought and myself,
Understanding it is a way to be,
So that you may clearly see,what have become of me....
3:12 PM