Tuesday, May 18, 2004

Title:Pain has become a pleasure for me as im used to it..

So many questions,so many left unanswered,cause it will never be answered,as it hurts...
Went home with yani today to ask for help..Quite bored in school..pass my Cpa and My Physics..*Jumps with joy* k ar..nak main takraw uh..want my mind to rest and have fun...
P.s.I want to give her a letter todae...But i dont noe what time she will be back home..
Message of the day:


This life of me is burning down
Everything i do is out of bound,
Nothing to do,nowhere to go,
What comes next,I dont even want to know,

I have been secured and restricted,
Because of my mind has convicted,
Of pain and deppression
That has lead me running from my own solutions,

Words i say,is a form of myself,
Expressing my thought and myself,
Understanding it is a way to be,
So that you may clearly see,what have become of me....

3:12 PM

myself

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who am i?

turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD

so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol.

thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams?

and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D