Title:Urgh
Mood:Boring
Song:Aggro-culture
Currently:Nothing

Good morning people..All bag pack and ready to go to my 3 days 2 nites camp at skool..Well,since i been to a lot of camp,then this camp wont be a problem to me..My bag is so ringan compared to the Mt Ophir bag..Gee~ACtually,they setting up another mt ophir expedition..i wanna go so that there,i can put my mind at ease rather that staying here having lots of problems...Nevermind uh..Btw,the new batches that are going knew me well,The Boxer guy...ahhaha...Whos the one,wearing red nike jacket with boxer when it rains heavily there?Whos the funniest joker there?ME!ME!ME!aahhahaa,yea,those were the days..5 memorable days...I love it!I miss those giants ants,Tall tress,humongous beatles...and flies that bit u when u fall in...ahaha..And lastly,i miss those creepy sound of monkeys at 6:30+ where the ranger said,the ghost has come out..Scary isnt it?Well,at nite,it wasnt at all scary,except when i go to the loo,something did fell off..The stars there shone beautifully than the stars here,it shone brightfully,i wish i could bring her there just to see it..~Sigh~

Hmm,where did everyone in my house go?I woke up and found no one except my bro at the room,,YEah,we did talk yesterday..about Nana and things...Hmm,i guess some part of him is rite,no matter how well,u treat the girl,she will leave u eventually,for example my bro case,he and the girl is about 3 years,and then the girl bastard her..man...I do feel sorry bout my bro..luckily he get over it...AS for me,i think im still trapped in between,I cant think anymore,If only she knew my feelings,what im thinking,then she will understand...that i dun wanna turn back and felt miserable once more..Done a lot of things just to be in that relationship,how her parents knew bout it before we are together...so we had to wait for a while...hurt like crazy when it happen,just to noe u cant be with her again,but i didnt think of giving up when she said farewell,i wait and made the rite choice,then 2 days later,we in the relationship..but,she found that shes been independent and i had to break up...Where did i go wrong?I question myself till now,Its good that shes strong,but what about me?Im still here,weak of the sudden break up?Love life isnt fair to me,I dont wanna find another girl,seriously....What have i done,so much that is cause us to break up?Damn,i dun wanna think bout it before the camp man...I feel depressed...

But,I will wait for you..Im sure I will...Like I said,Hope for it and you will get where you wanna stand...

So,now,i had to move my life as a skinhead once more,where fight always happen nowadays..Where you will never know you will get beaten up by those gangsters or being caught by the pigs in blue..or worst..u could be slashed and killed...Haiz,what to do..Guess,I will be back to my screw-up childhood,where no one give a fuck towards it..DAmn IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love,Hate,Kills,Love,Die....
You live yourlife as a skinhead,You fell in love and now you're in pain,So what you gonna do?To continue living facing those gangsters out there and with a risk of getting killed?Or should you continue to wait for her?

On the street is where he learn how to live,
Give it all the things he just got to give,
Coz it's been so hard to struggle on that street, yeah,
Drugs and violence it's just everywhere,
Life is tough and it seem so unfair,
For this little kid to make it though anywhere,

(They won't listen when he want to have a say),
So he takes the law up to his hand never meant
to make them understand,
(They won't see it coz they all
ain't coming from that street),
He's just a boy that lost in this bad-man
world of (Aggro-Culture!),

In and out of trouble as he grow up,
To survive, know he can't give it up,
Ho gonna have his say,
he gonna shout it loud,yeah,
He'll stand up for the things he believes,
He will strive for the right to exist,
There's no turning back,
he got to take all the risk,




9:11 AM