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Poem: I was there
By: Pendek

When we first met,
I look in your eyes,
I was there,
I was there,
To be your friend,

When we first went out to town,
Where I rushed home from school,
I was there,
I was there,
To know you better,

When I first went to your house,
The best moment is receiving the first kiss,
I was there,
I was there,
To start loving you,

When my friend told me you had a crush on me,
I was quite surprised as you had the same feelings,
I was there,
I was there,
To continue my love for you,

When you told me you still had a guy,
I am disappointed and sad,
I was there,
I was there,
To continue waiting for you,

When you told me you break up with him,
I was feeling surprised and gives you time,
I was there,
I was there,
To let yourself come to me,

When you have enough time,
I asked you to be mine,
I was there,
I was there,
To be your dream guy,

When we were together,
I found out you are my everything,
I was there,
I was there,
To share the joy with you,

When we broke up,
When I said something in my diary,
I was there,
I was there,
To understand and suffer,

When you told me, lets be friends,
I said, let know us more,
I was there,
I was there,
To wait for you, still loving you,

When things began to change for us,
I know I will face it to get you,
I was there,
I was there,
To face everything and suffer,

When you and me separated for 5 days,
I climbed the high mountain to write your name and me at the summit,
I was there,
I was there,
To let you proud to have a guy like me,

When you went to a gig,
I found out you dance with another guy,
I was there,
I was there,
To forgave you,

When you gave me a handphone and a muffin,
I am touched and love you more,
I was there,
I was there,
To bring you somewhere and fulfill your fantasy,

When I asked you to come back,
The answer is no,
I was there,
I was there,
To cry and be totally depressed,

When you misunderstood a situation,
You were angry and did not trust me,
I was there,
I was there,
To take the blame,

When 3 months passed,
I know I will get it,
I was there,
I was there,
To continue waiting and sacrificing,

When you tell me you wanted to break our friendship bonds,
I was surprised and get on with it,
I was there,
I was there,
To be your guy again,

When your parents did not agree on us,
I was sad and will not say farewell to you,
I was there,
I was there,
To cry and not to give up,

When the day comes, I dance with you,
Your brother had a fight with me,
I was there,
I was there,
To keep the faith and continue to love you,

When I asked you again,
Nana, will you patch with me? The answer is Yes,
I was there,
I was there,
To accept it and be your dream guy,

Time passed you were in school again,
You were busy with your work,
I was there,
I was there,
To give you time and space,

When I called you for 4 nights,
You didn’t answer, I was worried,
I was there,
I was there,
To be patient,

When giving me attention is a burden,
All I could say was, If I wanted your attention, I would leave you long ago,
I was there,
I was there,
To feel the same pain again,

When we broke up again,
You left me confused and lonely,
I was there,
I was there,
To wait for you all over again,

When I found out you like another guy,
I was disappointed, of all I made for you, it is gone,
I was there,
I was there,
To smile and to cry,

When we met again,
I kissed you like before, you cried,
I was there,
I was there,
To catch your tears,

When you went away for time,
All I can tell you that I cried every night, thinking,
I was there,
I was there,
To win your heart again once more with this poem,

When what I said that you are all to me,
When what I said that I love you,
Please understand,
Please understand,
That I still love you though what you did, People makes mistakes, I don't want to pressure you again, I cant find any love anywhere from girls out there, It hurts when I said like this, and I will continue searching for you till I died, I cant understand your life your feelings, the lest is I could do is to try harder, nobody says this is easy, I take it back to the start…


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