 Tuesday, June 29, 2004
Title:Dont give up on me,yet... Mood:Sad Song:The Get Up Kids - Valentine Dear Diary, I think its time I talk to someone that doesnt even have a life form.I should call this diary a name,a name that will frequently tell me to remember.A name?Should you Diary have a name?I dont you should then.It felt empty though but its ok.Hmm..Stomachache..Didnt go to school though.Went to the doctor just now only to pay 25 dollars.But before everything,I wanna do a poem.. Im not the boy I wanted to be, To see hate and dreams in reality, Nothing can stop me running, I will be forever on the streets.. I woke up feeling cold and empty after dreaming about her.My heart is so lonely and empty.I wished I am someone like you,dear diary.Living a life that always listen to others.Emptiness and loneliness fills my life.Keep thinking the same thing all over again.Haiz.Will my life be this lonely forever?I cant stop myself thinking about her all the time.Dont be too happy for me.I myself isnt happy at all.Im just sad thats all.When you are totally deppressed like me,then you will understand,sometimes,you need to seek pleasure from others to get back the pieces that is torn apart.But still its all the same for me here.I still kept thinking about you all the time. At least you have many admirer to be with after the break up.But me?I have to fight all over again.Just like Im doing to you in the past.Im just a helpless soul.A kind hearted soul that needs to strive to get the love.Im just scared thats all.Scared that my love will be left astray.Scared that you will left me with another guy later on.Im scared thats all. But till now,I guess I will tell you not to worry thats all.I shall continue to love you like last time.A eternity love they say.I dont want you to give up on me yet.Wait for me.I still love you so. Ok till here then,Diary..Talk to you tommorow... I still love you.Dont ask me why..Just wait and see P.s.In case you might be wondering who I am writing about,Its about a girl who love calling herself princess... |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |