Sunday, June 13, 2004

Title:Haiz
Mood:Emo
Song:Melodies of life

Theres no gig for the underage.So,walk around the clarke quay then see Gaz and friends sitting at cafe or so called and had a jug of tiger beer.Then,me,apit,nadlyn and her friend went to city hall and have our dinner there..We were so noisy..AWahhaa...Took a lot of picture..will be uploading it here later..Haiz~

Meet Nana at the admiralty to talk a few stuff.Walk her back home and lend her my sweater..Hmm..Is is true that my love for you is growing again?I cant find no reason to forget you again,to hate you like I do last time,but why do you keep hurting me?It hurts a lot if you know what I mean.I forgave you all the time..Then,I still love you despite what you did..Haiz~

I found a best mate.His name is Apit.Thanks bro for everything.You even called Nana ignoring my words as I do not want her to worry.You even want to see her but I do not want her to see I cried.You even let me vent my anger at you.Thanks Apit.But despite the advices you gave yesterday,I think put everything on hold and wait again.I do not know whether this is the wise choice,but I guess I give it a try again...
He there when I cried.
He there for me to vent my anger when I'm angry
He there to wait for me so that we can drink together.
He there to share his laughter.
He there to cheer me up when Im down.
Most importantly,
He wanted me to be happy.

Wrote the poem down..haiz~

P.s.Akulah sebenarnya yang hanyut dan terlupa,Di dalam mengejar impian kukorbankan bahagia,Biarpun terluka hidup penuh gelora,Ketabahanmu meredakan badai...


The Boy
Theres no way for this boy to survive!
Everydays theres problem introduced in his life!
When will you all learn to appreciate!
Cause you all did nothing but influencing hate!
He's standing tall and smart now!
He won't let anyone mess with him around!

Days passed,he burned everything he had,
No one knew what happened to this yound lad,
Telling lies and hypocrisy to other people is the only way,
Keeping him down,hiding him so that he wont have his say,
No one even care about what he undergo in his childhood,
All they knew he is just a toy and a fool!

They wont understand the story of this boy!
They treat him badly as if he is a toy!
He changed his life and become a bad-man!
Breaking the law so that people can understand!
That humans must wake up to reality!
But they are plain-stupid and cant see!

Its about time for him to change forever,
Cause he knew he wont get a sense of belonging here!
He smoke,drink,pierce damaging his body,
He knew there wont be another somebody,
That will change him and understand him,
Cause he live his life as independent through thick and thin!

Trouble boy,show them who's the real enemy,
Wake them up to the world of reality,
There wont be anylone between you and me!
Cause love doesnt even EXIST!


10:55 AM

myself

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who am i?

turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD

so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol.

thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams?

and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D