 Thursday, June 03, 2004
Title:Hurt no more.. Mood:Severe Deppression Song:Young,Loud and Proud Hey people...How are you?Hope ya all are fine... Yesterday outing with Hadi was indeed a fun...Going around City Hall,frequently doesnt make me that bored..I just love City Hall~Ahaaahaa.. Firstly,Hadi wanna go Orchard and i cancel it,cause orchard is a bored place already..There nothing there seriously,except all those gangsters you could see...ahhaa..Fuck em..Then we proceed City Hall and lepak2 as usual..Then we eat at Food-stop and then go back to Memo.. As we were sitting down,we fooled all the tourist by saying theres a cow!~ahaha..They are so stupid to look at where we point~!!Then we shout and shout!And then we saw Azri(ex-forum)walking pass us..Kinda shock,though he live next block to me,i seldom see him..Then we searched for a man cause we wanna buy something.. Urgh,after months of not having it,i am addicted to it again...I desprately need it..Then we lepak with him and Memo,Talk about CNB and hows the feeling of people getting a death sentence,how his friends was hang..I love listening to people who has many experience,it make me more wiser and smarter as i gain knowledge...He tell us how life back in skinhead times when they had fight with the gangsters,how fighter was all skinheads last time...Haiz,too bad many of them are in prison..Waiting for the year 2007.... Then,Azri has to go back and Azam and the boys come and we sit around at River...I dun think i wanna go City Hall anymore,cause i dont want to see my mates,who are happy and enjoying while im the one with a sad face... After all that,Im left with Fauzi,Ibrahim,Alley and Sakina...Then Nasya and the gang came....I comfort Yaya as she has problems with Beep,I heard her life story and i begun to think about it..Why?Why people kept hurting each other in love?Why cant they get along together?Why?Man~This is so shit..I myself wanted to cry after i heard her story..Haiz~I pity her seriously...She cried and find herself lying on the floor while talking to me..A lot of things happened,Usop,Martina and her guy..HAiz.. The lights at Memo was out,the full moon shine brightly,and we can see our own shadows!!nice scenery..K back to the point..Then after that,I called Liza to comfort Yaya...Then Ibrahim went home,and we walk to the city hall mrt and find out the last train is gone!!We are STUCK!then we wait for the NR...but it didnt come..ahahha...at about 2:40 of waiting..we took taxi and went to Yishun,nasib baik Fauzi gerl pay for us.. From yishun,Alley,Sakina and me walk back home....Reached home at 4 a.m and get scolded by my dad...I think i ask nasya to pierce for me uh..Better ask lincar2...the sooner the better! 4 bottles of Guiness Stout,1 can of Guiness Stout,A bit of Tiger,2 cigarrettes isnt enough to ease my pain....Nevermind..Let me damage myself even more and more..Instead of people hurting me,Let me hurt myself...Cause i have nothing more to treasure now..All is gone and lost... I want to hurt myself,both physically and emotionally...... |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |