 Sunday, June 13, 2004
Title:It hurts.. Mood:Confused Song:nothing.. I feel so lonely..So confused...I cant bottle up my feelings any longer..I feel so hurt so used..I cant stand it..Im hurt deeply whenever I think of the past..It hurt badly..It hurts when I think of you and another person..It hurts even more when I realised you're mine in the past..It hurts..Im hurt.I cant forget you..It hards..Time is not enough..What did people take me for?For something so that people can used?Can suck the life out of me and throw me away..I guess that what I am..A toy..So that people can used me..I feel so hurt..I must accept the fate that Im just a illusion..An illusion where people get to fulfil their destiny and forget about me..Haiz~sobz sobz... P.s.No one can help me..Let me hurt myself again and again..physically and emotionally.. It's not enough to say I've loved and lost just a thought to know I had it all times can change but love will not grow old turn the page turn down this bed alone Do you still remember me how could you forget you're everything I need I'm out here on the ledge there's no words for me to say and too much to regret you're where I should be do you remember when I let you go what was I thinking of I'll never know what it's like to love but there's no way how can I replace love so strong when I can't forget your face We used to dance I used to sing do you remember you and me 'cause if I could hold your hand I'd be a king 'cause I remember everything |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |