 Friday, June 25, 2004
Title:Speak for yourself Mood:Pissed and Happy Song:Blink 182-Adam Song I never thought I'd die alone I laughed the loudest who'd have known? I trace the cord back to the wall No wonder it was never plugged in at all I took my time, I hurried up The choice was mine I didn't think enough I'm too depressed to go on You'll be sorry when I'm gone I never conquered, rarely came 16 just held such better days Days when I still felt alive We couldn't wait to get outside The world was wide, too late to try The tour was over I'd survived I couldn't wait till I got home To pass the time in my room alone I never thought I'd die alone Another six months I'll be unknown Give all my things to all my friends You'll never step foot in my room again You'll close it off, board it up Remember the time that I spilled the cup Of apple juice in the hall Please tell mom this is not her fault I never conquered, rarely came But tomorrow holds such better days Days when I can still feel alive When I can't wait to get outside The world is wide, the time goes by The tour is over, I've survived I can't wait till I get home To pass the time in my room alone ________________________________________ Behold! Woah~!Shes bitching bout me?And whadda ya know?The woman I treasured bitching bout me?Learning something new?YOu never learnt enough,So what the fuck if you are a Jc student?Face it to reality mate,This world is not about your cleverness,its all about your logicstic and your initiative...Hey,You dont give me a fucking damn?I should say you're good,but I should say your are a bitch... Busy? Hey you,Speak for yourself.You did that to me once,not only once should I say often?..Yeah...Now do you feel what I feel?To learn something new from you EVERYDAY?To learn that cruelty is the most painful feeling you can ever imagined of? You said you cry when you see people beating up each other,Hey,Dont fake it,if one is cruel,why must she or he cries seeing others being cruel...BLuergh.. Trust?Lol.. Hey,trust takes time and pain...You dont understand at all...You are being childish,not me..In fact,you want everything the way it seems in love..You didnt give me time or what so ever...Fuck you...You're not making this easy... Wasting time? The heck with you..The most of time is wasted is by me..Not you..You just sit there like a darling little princess or what so ever shit and waited for me to fulfil your fantasy..Hey you,The best i can do is try..Fuck lar... Love? You make me sick at times...You screw my life,screw my hopes and dreams...DAmn you..I showered you with enough love last time..All you need is emo support..hey,be strong damn it...I cant expect to be there all the time...Im used to be ur odinary boyfriend who trying to make you happy and give you everything..Damn it.. Hate? Fuck...You released hate in me..Now I hate everyone including you...You think you wanna run away?Think again...think again..You caused chaos in me...Dun ever think of running...Shit you.. Wicked Bitch Brain Washing... You know it that love wont put you down, When we the boys will be forever around... P.s.I heard everything about you from someone yesterday..Sheeshh~ |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |