 Wednesday, June 16, 2004
Title:The Deepest Pain,The Sweetest Joy.. Mood:Severe Deppression,Sad,Emotic.. Song:No Surprises.. A heart that's full up like a landfill A job that slowly kills you Bruises that won't heal You look so tired and unhappy Bring down the government They don't, they don't speak for us I'll take a quiet life A handshake of carbon monoxide No alarms and no surprises No alarms and no surprises No alarms and no surprises Silent, silent This is my final fit, my final bellyache with No alarms and no surprises No alarms and no surprises No alarms and no surprises please Such a pretty house, such a pretty garden No alarms and no surprises (let me out of here) No alarms and no surprises (let me out of here) No alarms and no surprises please (let me out of here) Haiz~*Crying deep in my heart* Someone listen to my story,Listen carefully to the wind..Listen...Shut the song in my blog..Listen to the wind..You may hear me crying.. Thinking bout it everytime..Thinking..Thinking...-Sigh-What have I done to myself..Im losing it..Im losing you..I cant help it but to cry just now..My heart is full of sadness and loneliness..Sorrows keeps winning..Haiz..It seems,it will never end.. Thanks for the help Apit..But let me bring my undecided heart now..I guess I dont want anyone to worry bout me anymore..Just let me walk alone...Let my support break and let me fall..But I will try to get up now..It seems Im lost..Trapped..Finding something that doesnt exist..Im tired,Im confused..Its hard,but dont worry,I will try..Give me the drugs,I know it wont work..Give it to me..Let me get up alone..No one can help me..Im alone..Let me bring my broken heart to nowhere...Haiz.. You have bring me the joy last time..But happiness wont last long..thanks for everything..Is it true that you want me to let you go?Dun hide things for me..Truth and lies hurt..But I rather know..Haiz..This heart of mine is lonely..It keep reminding you..It wont forget you at all..Picking up the traces of love you left in my lonely heart...If you wanna lose me and go ahead with him then tell me..I might be hurt,but i guess its better for you..Haiz..What have I done..-Sigh-urgh..Cant stand the pain..But i guess have to face it alone..*crying in my heart*... Tonight at 12 is her birthday..Hope she had fun there..Hope she wont be worrying bout this entry when she gets back..See you at the gig..Haiz..The poem wont ryhme tonite Flowers bloom in the sunlight, Glows brightly in the night, You have fulfil my fantasy, But guess you arent reality, Days passed I waited for you, For your love to grow bigger, Season came and I went to my window, To shower you with love again, But you werent there anymore, You werent there,sadness overcame, When you gave up and the love dies, You have left me behind.... *Sobz..Sobz..* P.s:I guess I really need you now..I need your love once more..-Sigh-No one says this is easy..I will wait again.. |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |