 Monday, July 05, 2004
Title:If you go away... Mood:Sad Song:Fesbians - Untukmu Sayang Waktu kau berduka, Aku kau perlukan, Waktu kau menganis, Aku kesaktian, Ku lamar hatimu, Tika ku kan pergi, Katamu kau menanti, Akhirnya kau berpaling, Bersama orang lain, Sakitnya hatiku, Sampainya hatimu, Masa bercinta tak pernah setia, Tika bercinta hati ke mana, Jika berkata tak pernah ada, Yang benar.... Dear Diary, I saw her diary.Things is not what it meant to be.I guess it time I tell her everything.If you go away?Will I be the same?You dont understand at all.What Im trying to do is to make you believe. Shit ar.Why must things go wrong?Im totally confused.Grr..Things is not easy to say here.Its easier to say face to face.Fuck lar.. Shhesh~IT make me so angry when she said that.What?All this time when im sad then I went to her is it?I make fake happiness because I dont want to see my friend see me suffering.And I talk to you cause you're the one who know my feelings.ARARGH~~~ I feel so shit!I feel so stress!!!ARGHHH!!!! P.s.What have I done wrong now?Tell me!!Hurry up tell me!!!I lost control |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |