 Friday, July 02, 2004
Title:The Soft Hearted Boy Song:7 years and 50 days Mood:Alone,Sad and Deppressed Dear Diary, Can you help me?I have to open you back.Im totally deppressed.Im Honest.I feel so lonely.I cant help it..But to feel sad.To cry again..Every night I had to cry.I feel so lonely.. You know what is it like to be lonely Diary?You know how it is like to feel the pain.The pressure.The heartache that keeps coming back to you.Time to time.What is it like to plan suicide for yourself.What is it like to feel regret when you leave the world.What is it like to feel helpless.I feel all that diary.I just do.Its not there,maybe I have observe people in their ways.I have experience alot I guess.Haiz. I give up on everything.I give up on everything.No one can help me.They just ignore me completely.I done a lot of good deeds to them and they ignore me.It shattered my hopes,my dreams and my soft soul.I do have a heart people.Dont treat me like a toy.Dont treat me like a tissue.Please dont.I beg you not to.I will do anything just dont break my heart anymore. Im a soft hearted boy deep inside.I still care for people despite what they did.But why must people be so cruel just to throw my good deeds like that.Its hard to forget someone,especially if that someone is someone I love so much.Haiz.Sobz sobz.. Im so sad.Just so sad.Those sorrows.I feel so sad to die at a young age.Maybe people feels better.Im so happy for them.Keep it up.But I dont.Im just still stuck here.Someone,pull me out please.. P.s.I feel so lonely.. |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |