 Saturday, July 03, 2004
Title:The Times We had last time.SObz Mood:Moodless Song:Juwita This is for you,A girl named Farhana.... Tiada baris kata yang dapat kulafazkan Untuk kugambarkan erti pengorbanan mu Tiada syair indah, termampu kuciptakan Yang setanding indahnya, belai kasihmu... Farhana... Akulah sebenarnya yang hanyut dan terlupa Di dalam mengejar impian kukorbankan bahgia Biarpun terluka hidup penuh gelora Ketabahanmu meredakan badai Di sebalik senyummu Tersembunyi seribu lara Kau layarkan jua Bahtera cinta tiada sangsi Tulus dan suci oh oh Terima kasih padamu adinda Kerana sudi memaafkan dosa silam Dan sesungguhnya engkaulah permata Menerangi hatiku yang kegelapan Izinkan diriku... berjanji padamu Akan kubela menghulur bahgia Hingga ke akhirnya Oh oh... kasihmu Farhana... Terima kasih pada mu adinda Kerana sudi memaafkan diri ini Farhana.. Dear Diary, Im crying.Its not sadness tears I shed this time.I shed happy tears.I look at her diary and look back at the past.Time flies real fast.When I look at it,I cry.I feel so happy to be with her.Even though I was hurt at times.But,I am happy to be with her.Sobz sobz.These tears I cant control.It keep flowing.Im so happy.Sobz sobz. I miss those times.I love those times.Just you and me.Even though it was a short period of time.I treasured everything.And I still remember it.The way you love me.Haiz. If only I can turned back the time And Im be too happy to be with you all over again.The day i asked you the question.The day we went out together.It seems like yesterday.-Sigh-*crying happily* And I would say that,your the best girlfriend I ever had.The one that I will want to be with for eternity.But you said people changed,they do.Im hurt by it.By I dont regret it.You may changed but its me that have not yet changed.I still love you.I just do.But I guess this love I had will be kept hidden from you. I looked back the moment we had together.It seems to real.The strawberries?Remember?Before you go OBS?Yeah,Those were those days.The day I pop the question.I was overwhelmed with joy.You gave the light in my heart.Yes you do.Its the truth.The love you give is still kept here.Deep in my heart. But now,when you leave me.Everything is different.I feel unsecured.I feel cold and lonely.Thats why im stressing about it.But,I have to let you go.I cant keep you forever.I cant force you in love.But you made a mistake.That is to leave me alone and go for another guy.It hurts you know.You should try to put everything on hold first.Well,Its your decision.I just need your love but something forbid us from having it.Something that seperates us apart.But,when you feel everything not right,your love is never the same,please do come back,Im still here waiting for you again.I hoped you treasure me as I treasure you.I may be still weak now,but I will try to stand.Im happy about the past.Haiz....Sobz sobz. P.s.I still miss you..Sobz sobz. |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |