 Tuesday, July 20, 2004
Title:Why must you did that to me... Mood:Deppressed Song:Look What You Done I feel totally deppressed.Why must you cheated me on Saturday.Those hugs and kisses are not meant to be it.And now you chose to ignore me.I feel so hurt by you.I feel so angry,feel so sad so dissapointed in you.Now you kill my heart and emotions and I swore I will never forgave myself now.I swore I will make myself pay for what you done to me and I swore one day I will die in hatred...I swore..Sobz sobz.. You like your crush so much,why dont you go ahead with him and leave me here alone with pain... Yes,Go ahead..I feel so pain and hurt..Pain and hurt..Yes..Pain and hurt...I in this darkness for so long...So long..I feel so hurt and despair..Please people i feel so helpless,who should I trust?Who?ARGHH..I will kill myself for you!!!!!!!!I WILL!!!!!!!!!! I look your past and you dont have a crush on him..You love him..You do..Dont deny and here i am feeling hurt while you are laughing all the way thinking about him..I dont care i dont care..You play me out and thats what Im feeling so hurt.If you love him tell me you do tell me...I will leave your life forever..Im just worthless..Im just worthless,and today im going to pierce my ears..I smoke i drink,at first i tot wanted to go to JC but it was all ruined..I turn the time to fast or is it Im too slow?YOu played with me with time before I guess I fell into nowhere?You just dont know how hurt I am in this world when Im feeling lonely out of love feeling the critizes by myself to myself...Where my parents quarrel,where my brother always work,where my small bro doesnt understand about me,where my friends is not the same as me?You dont understand,may im young but i question more than you..I grown to become philsopher,I hide myself so much so that i wont pressure you..I end up hurt..and there you are,playing me...I feel so hurt..Why must you why must you? Dont we used to build love together,but you smashed it and im left behind..Im left with nothing to gain..I become an empty shell...And theres nothing more you can gain and lost from me...Theres nothing..Im just a empty shell for you to see.. And people,dont comfort me anymore..Ignore me..leave me in my ways..I become so confused,so deppressed...I expose myself too much in my diary...and i will promised i will hide everything from you..and i will be an unknown...sorrows..they keep hunting me....Lets go Pendek..I dont belong here anymore..It hurts when I thinks about it and you.... It was so fun while it lasted, It was so pain while it lasted, For how long are you going to play my heart...For how long.. Hes a boy filled with darkness, Hes a boy filled with sadness, He will always remained a mystery, Living his life full of misery, Hes the boy in black, The boy in black..... Ends with tragic tears, Ends with infinite fears, Never meant to heal, Never meat to feel, What life this is.... P.s.I feel so hurt.. |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |