 Sunday, July 04, 2004
Title:You dont even care. Mood:Twisted Song:Malmsteen - Prisoner of your love My heart fell into the palms of your hands this love made me understand I've waited all my life for you thought i'd live and die alone enraptured by the beauty I'm a prisoner of your love enslaved by the passion I'm a prisoner of your love I'm wrapped around your finger like the ring on your hand I'm trapped by your love i'm yours, please understand I've waited all my life for you thought i'd live and die alone enraptured by the beauty I'm a prisoner of your love enslaved by the passion I'm a prisoner of your love enraptured by the beauty I'm a prisoner of your love enslaved by the passion I'm a prisoner of your love enraptured by the beauty I'm a prisoner of your love enslaved by the passion I'm a prisoner of your love. Dear Diary, EVerything gone wrong now.I taken the path to nowhere.I seem to give up on everything.Help me please.I want to be strong.I want to be my usual self again.But how can I?Can someone help me please?Guess no one even care. Sky great grandmother passed away.Pity her though.Haiz~Wished I were there to comfort her. Yesterday was fun.Went to Seoul Garden and eat with Nurul,Amir and my abang.So full.She is so pretty yesterday.After that,we went on our seperate ways. Went to City Hall with my brother.Then,we sit around while the skinheads is getting ready to go Orchard.Didnt dress up yesterday.Shit!If not,everything will be fun.Then,my bro left me and went with them.I sit around at the river.Im damn bored.Till my lovely "sister",Nadlyn came.Then,we both went to Orchard.As we were walking to the padang.I saw abdillah and his mates.They asked me to sit down and drink.Cause they too wanna go Orchard later on.Then,Ab challenge me to mix the Guiness and black cat together.I did that and drink.Hmm.The taste?Kinda ok.Then,my head is spinning.Shit. REached orchard,quite drunk and headache.Vomitted after that.Then went to City hall and drink again.Im giving up on everything.I just want to look for a good time before I go thats all. Saw her at the last cabin just now.I feel so deppressed.I dont want to cry early in the morning.Look at her blog.I guess you are ignoring me.Im happy you found someone.But me,Im still trapped within the confusion.I cant do anything now but wait for the time to pass by.Jealousy keeps fighting in this twisted mind.Haiz~ I just wanna thanks to this people.Shahril,Sakina,Helmi,Bapak for helping out yesterday.Ros Too!Thanks for the exchanging of shoes!heehhee...What a good friend I had.Love me as a friend eh?i love you as a friend too..Both of you.Malik and Ros..May both of you last long in relationship! I suffer the same fate as shahril.Ahwhaa.Dont choose any gerls in the scene eh?Wahaha..Maybe your right.Both of you.You and your friend.Ok peepz.I want to go jamming!I want to look for a good time!Lalalala.... Eh!I should really thanks to nadlyn for taking care of me.Wahaha..Saw Irah at river too!Da lama tak nampak... P.s.So happy to see Malik and Ros together.Sweet Couple. |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |