Friday, August 27, 2004

Dear Diary,
3 months has gone since she left me,forgotten about me all over.I guess everything is the end.May be Im happy without her,or is it?

Nevermind azri,Its time to move on..There friends out there who can help you.Or is it?

She left me here in silence,in heartbroken pain,endlessly searching for sympathy,3 months and whenever I look at her diary,The emotions came back..Who should I trust?Myself or the friends,Or is it trust left?

I predicted what happening,or is it life is full of surprises?I became so confused.

I still remember what she said to me,when I just want to ask a bit of sympathy

"I am satisfied and I want you to know that you are just a small feeble boy who runs back to his worst enemy.I made you fall but you dont realise it.Hush.Dun reply anymore or dont bother msg me anymore cause i want to move on without you in my memories."

I look at it and just smile.Inikah keakhirannya?Aku dihina dan dicaci.Dibenci..Sampati engkau.Dulu engkau yang meminta untuk kami berdua setia.Akhirnya engkau mengutuk aku atas bawah.Aku fikir engkau telah lupakan semuanya,kerana dari mulut engkau yang keluar kata kata itu.Engkau tipu.Engkau tipu aku.Engkau fikirkan dirimu sebelom aku.Terima Kasih atas itu semua..

Till here then people..will be back after a long time..just leave the comments at the tagboard..good or bad..i dun care anymore...

Ismail and shariff you make my day everyday,though different cultures,we understood one another.

There is this girl,in the school,with the deepest dimples I ever seen,and a cat eyes with a cute face...Hmm,she got a boy,I will wait patiently for her,keeping secrets to myself..

Whos that girl?
Entering my world?
Is a dream come true?
Cause all I wanna say is,
I love you..




1:41 PM

myself

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who am i?

turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD

so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol.

thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams?

and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D