 Monday, September 13, 2004
Title:Tired and Unhappy(happy birthday to me) Song:Radiohead - No surprises Currently:Emoing No more surprises please... Silence..Silence.....-Sigh- 2 more days till my birthday..The only thing that keeps me happy..the only thing..or is it that im trying to be happy now?Trying to be what I am?Trying to control my emotions?Trying to stop myself from getting berserk?Trying to control my own trust? I cant be happy anymore.... All I wish for my birthday is the life I had before,the life,my normal peaceful life instead of the hateful life...I wish....and I wish... What am I?I realise it already,I am a exoskeleton..Finding and searching my own life... What do you owe me now?You owe me my life and my identity.. |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |