 Saturday, January 08, 2005
"Confound it!My gun is jammed!The enemy infront of me is shooting my life away" Worked on Thursday and went home at 1 a.m.What is there to sleep anyway?But indeed my eyes closed itself and soon find myself sleeping.Got a little surprise on Thursday.Got my pay advice already.Finally,pay will come tommorow.How much?516.60.Ahahaa..Not that rich and not that poor.Some of my friends are really shocked as I have CPF already.What is the commotion about anyway?Well,saving most of the money,paying my friends back... Went out with Ridzwan just now.Walk here and there.Bla,Bla,Bla....... What is this feeling Im having?Is there something about you?? If a man does his best,what else is there to be done? *Did you notice?* -1:50 a.m-(Urgent NEws) Dad,tell me this isnt true.Cause your story makes me frightened and shocked.All my world came tumbling on me when dad said something bout his history and how it came.I cannot imagined this things could happened.I never would and never prayed.But it all said and done.He called up Dad 3 days back.I cant go Sunday meeting because of this.And im not sure how to handle this.I cannot imagined somehow the pain he handle.But he is all grown up and married now.How does he look like?What about his attitude?What were the feelings to us here.I hope this is all a dream,but it is true.Im not sure how to handle this..When I thought all the troubles are over..Should I wait for another 6 months to compromise and move on?Please don't..I dun wanna stuck in the darkness again... But then again,who will help me this time?*Sobz* *Do I have another brother all these years I been living?Confused yet heart-broken..Will be seeing him on Sunday.And I will never recover from this shock....never again...* ....Irwan,Azhar,Azri and Ashraff.... |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |