 Sunday, January 09, 2005
A good mood to write rite now..Well,it is the early morning right.Cant wait to meet my brother tommorow.Hope hes cool.Yeah..Hope so.. Theres a burden in my heart right now.I dont know what it is.But I feel so...so emo.But,there nothing happening nowadays.Why is that I feel so heavy then?It feels..alone...My heart feels so alone now..Someone to help,someone to hold on...Tight.... When I sleep at night,Im afraid,of the dream memories.I feel so cold when I woke up at times.What good is a pumping heart without a soul?When you walk all along,you wake up from your dreams,and realise that everything is just plain silence and everyone watching?You take precautions on your actions.Every single step is just another..mistake.Sometimes,I cant stand the pressure building up at times.And some friends make things worst.Give me a gun,let me kill them all.Crawling myself to life...Living in a dead memory. War upfront,get them all soldiers.Kill those bastards that kill you.Prone position or you may get your head blown off.Look for mines,dont walk on it.Always have a panzerfraust with you when you know a tank is coming.Dont look,get ready.Dont run or get killed.Shoot your enemy not your friend.Dont just stand there,when a bomb explodes near you,you may be dizzy but trust me,its better rather than get killed.Things I learn from Call Of Duty.Good game... Something that you should know.Though you dont know about it or expect from it,but theres a feeling in my heart,saying that:I love you.. The only fear is rejection...Thats all... ....He who has a thousands friends has not a friend to spare,but he who has one enemy will meet him everywhere.... |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |