 Friday, January 14, 2005
When you are hurt,do you like people to keep hurting you? When you down,do you like people to sit down on you? When you know someone gone,do you like to have another someone? We all feel that too..Cause we all got feelings..I too got feelings..But there not even a intention to hurt anyone anymore.If you intends to hurt me from the last time,why do it now?Cause it hurts..My heart hurts like a scalded skin being touched by the air. Im in the open space,where everything is in the dark,surrounded by unknown creatures that dare to attack me..Wheres the rope to pull me up?I cant see anything,not even a light..but theres lay someone standing..But as I get closer,it hurts with its radiant light,my eyes blinded my skin tore off....of all of it,it hurts.. My heart,tore into thousand pieces..I cant..I cant recover no longer..When surprises hurt you more than u think... I dun think im moving on anymore...I stop here and I will not be moved again..Trapped on my own... *Thats what you get when you fall in love so easily.Its lucky if you got someone who cares,but I dont.* Tears are falling from my eyes again, But this time who will ease my pain? I cant stop myself from crying, Please stop myself from dying.. 10:23 pm My eyes..is all teary..I give 100 dollars away to my friend..He needed it the most,I intend to buy it for a friend birthday..but,he is there always beside me,ups and downs....He got cheated...And need some money as he has financial difficulties...Im touched by the words u said to me..At last,I changed someone life..He says: "after all these while, i taught i was just a someone... nothing out of the ordinary... cause it always seems that people like to use a person's weakness.. but u prove me wrong.. u gained my trust.." Its not about the money,but the willingness of someone to give in such a huge amount to a friend..Its there...its there.. Though many people changed my life in a negative way,all those experiences I gained,have changed a person life in a positive way.The words touch me..Somehow it manages to heal part of my heart... And i taught,I been living here all alone,helping them,while they running away from me,but it takes only a friend,to change my mind..To change the direction.. *I introduced them my life,give them my number,but not a single woman or girls,save me except for a friend* *Wish there more people like syarif and ismail,those people that make me laugh,More people like Ridzwan,who indeed face reality,more people like my workplace,who helps me..and less people from my school* P.s.Am I Wrong?
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myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |