 Wednesday, March 02, 2005
Heh... I just seemed loss of words whenever Im in this topic... The topic...where I described these feelings of mine.. The topic where...I always thought about you... When I sat at the field at City Hall... Sitting on the bench...looking... I spread my legs,listening to the wind,the silence... The night is still the same,beautiful even though the world is chaotic, I close my eyes and felt my hand beside me.... All I felt was..the cold surface...But I was hoping you are there.. Did you still remember...this is where we sat? Those small Mary Janes of yours... The hand that held each other tightly..Im secured... Those big brown round eyes of yours... The smell of perfume which i can identified from far... The chocolate strawberry..Thanks...Im addicted.. The vows...And I still close my eyes.. We made mistakes in the past..and we forgave.... Sometimes,I try to make it up and let it happened... Yes I do..I really do... Its been 9 months isnt it?I never forget the memories...I promised.. And never I will forget you... 9 months of loneliness..but still thinking of you... And I ever find another girl like you... I will never forget...I promised I will never forget... Cause you are just the best... No no,I dont meant to disturb someone relationship... Im expressing my feelings...I voiced it out.... And..... I knew...in your heart...my name is unknown... And sometimes...When theres nobody to bring me up when Im down, I have to bring myself up..And it is hard..not to mention...it hurts... At times...I cried...I dont care what the world have to say... This heart has become softer...Its sensitive now..Its swollen... And I even said goodbye to myself at times... Hush...I wont speak a word...only the tears are the silent language of grief... And I cried...this night on my pillow.... And I left not with words...but the tears of my heart... Haiz......... |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |