 Friday, March 11, 2005
Melancholic is what describe the feelings of mine now.... Woke up from a bad dream.Feeling hopeless in the morning.And how do you explained your life,finding yourself hopeless infront of the mirror.Brushing your teeth.Feeling empty as theres nothing good to expect. And how about Finding the truth.Truth which hurts you.Truth about your friends.They lie,they talk,they backstabbed you. And how about To find out the person you liked most,dont even have feelings towards you.And how about,where you waited for them about 3 years?And they said it will be your turned after another ex?And another and another. And how about The person you helped in the past.Are not even there for you now.They gone missing.And you once fought with them,and now they hate and despise you.They conceal their feelings towards you. And how about After 9 months that passed,you thought you get over with her.But you do,but the feelings is still there.Its the same.You learnt a important lesson but the lesson stays with you forever. And how about You lied about your problems.Because if you tell them,they wont even know what to do. And how about,how about, Going home.Just to get scolded from your dad.Theres no one there to accompany you.Loneliness is always there. And this is my life.My life.My life.My life. P.s.How I wished~* ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------- (10:02p.m) And I stared at the empty interstice, Thinking about the definations of life, Is this friend of mine another chicanery? Will it end to somekind of misery? It felt melancholic to feel the hiatus in you, And it feel hurt when you got to know the truth, Suicides methods keep entering my encephalon, As I type this worthless words on and on.... I cant continue anymore...Cause it hurts.... P.s.Forgive my mistakes.... I ever dream with a peaceful place like this... |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |