 Tuesday, May 24, 2005
Before I begin.Something happened again back home.Something that will change my life forever. I went home 30 minutes late and was bashed up by my so called father.I was so angry.We exchange arguements towards each other. So i shouted at him not to take me as a son and me to take him as a father.So thats it.I got no father.Well,maybe hes just a friend or somesort. Life is beginning to threating me to suicide but I wont. I dont know what to write anymore.Bye. Wait lets get serious ok. Its funny how I never even thought about my family.How different I am with my brother.I just feel I do not belong there and the weird thing is,Im used to it.How I think from others are totally different. Husayn got terminated yesterday.How sad.I just came to the Ph and things started to happen.Shima was all emotional with Isa.And I went home and get beaten up for coming home 30 minutes late. You want to know something dad or friend? I dont need your stupid concern or whatsoever.Im 16 years old damn it.How could you not trust me?Like I said to you yesterday.If you dont like me here in the house,send me to boys home.I dont care.Fuck you and fuck you again. My mind seems to be disturbed nowadays.It just empty. Happy 10 months to you and your sweetheart. Im waiting for an accident to occur now.Retribution is set. ampunkan dosa ku sebelum ku pergi..... |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |