Monday, May 09, 2005
Dear Diary,
I think Im going to fail my Mid Year.But then,it does not combine with my N-levels rite?Well,the least I got to do is to put a drop of effort to it and it will spread like ink on a paper.Theres Physic and Geography tomorrow.My physic teacher did not come to school for 3 weeks and I dont see a point of passing it with flying colors.My point of doing things are "Biar buat dengan semangat bukan separuh jalan".Doesnt sound right anyways.
So,school was a pre-normal only that Im sick with sore throat and cough and runny nose.Next stop,fever.Im thinking too much for the past 2 weeks.Like I said its not easy being me.Past history made me walk too far and its too late to go back.
Oh well,K im already sick,I can feel my body temperature rising.Hmm..What would it be tonight?6 panadols and a gulp of cough medicine before going to sleep?
And I seemed to be far away now.Drowned by my own thoughts.But theres something wrong with it thought,I feel comfortable when Im alone.All by myself.
Man,I can feel the fever now.
Maybe I will just have to sit here and wait for you.Somewhere,i can feel a ray of light hope that you are going to come back.......Can you take me home??
8:27 PM