Monday, May 09, 2005

Dear Diary,
I think Im going to fail my Mid Year.But then,it does not combine with my N-levels rite?Well,the least I got to do is to put a drop of effort to it and it will spread like ink on a paper.Theres Physic and Geography tomorrow.My physic teacher did not come to school for 3 weeks and I dont see a point of passing it with flying colors.My point of doing things are "Biar buat dengan semangat bukan separuh jalan".Doesnt sound right anyways.

So,school was a pre-normal only that Im sick with sore throat and cough and runny nose.Next stop,fever.Im thinking too much for the past 2 weeks.Like I said its not easy being me.Past history made me walk too far and its too late to go back.

Oh well,K im already sick,I can feel my body temperature rising.Hmm..What would it be tonight?6 panadols and a gulp of cough medicine before going to sleep?

And I seemed to be far away now.Drowned by my own thoughts.But theres something wrong with it thought,I feel comfortable when Im alone.All by myself.

Man,I can feel the fever now.



Maybe I will just have to sit here and wait for you.
Somewhere,i can feel a ray of light hope that you are going to come back.......
Can you take me home??

8:27 PM

myself

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who am i?

turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD

so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol.

thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams?

and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D