 Monday, May 16, 2005
So tell me. Where do I stand now after you have somebody. I guess its my choice I dont want to stand anywhere in your life because, I dont want to be part of you. You can forget that we are still friends. I just want to give you up. Almost all my friends at school have their own companion. Someone to talk to, someone to love with if you catch my drift. But when it comes to relationships, I have a certain ego to it. I should not think about this too often or I will fail my life. I woke up with saliva drooling out of the corner of my mouth. My afternoon nap is just too deep Too deep that I can slept through the whole night. Too deep that I can forget my pain and misery. Yes. I look out of the window as evening sets in. The world is such a nice place to stay in if you think positive. Thats all I guess I have to say in this blog. And I like to say thanks for Amirah as she is the only one who hears my rants and nonsensical jokes. Yes, thanks. And the best and saddest thing in my life is, I fell down to my own grave, alone..... If a man does his best,what else is there to be done? p.s.I felt a sense of guilt clutching my heart as I stole glances at you...... ===================updated at 1042========================= I brought some memories for you to remember.Damn...why the hell did i look at my tag board acrchives.... |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |