 Tuesday, July 12, 2005
I got no mood to entertain anyone in school today.I slept for the first 2 period and on and on.I punched the wall for no good reasons and my knuckles get bruised.Good.Let it be.Pain is a pleasure already to me.The blueblack on my right arm gets worse and worse.There will be more after this Thursday. Somebody made me angry and school and i decided to chill myself by smoking at the toilet.Feel much better and when I got back to the classroom,I found out my teacher is absent.Oh wow,this is great.I can sleep all i want but found myself sulking at a corner. I figured out that I lost 2 person.Rather not tell here.Sounds stupid but yes,sadly its true. I dont want to be anyone friend.I dont want to be anybody enemy.I dont want to be anybody to people anymore. I just want to be someone who are willing to help others.Someone different.Someone who will eventually lost contact one day when not needed.Someone where people will eventually remember me and talk about when they grow old.Someone that you will met once in your life and -poof- you will never get to see him again.And when I think this way,I learnt treasuring somebody is important,no matter how good or bad they are.Thank them that we are like this. p.s.Running and running. |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |