Sunday, July 17, 2005

Im taking chances and risk now.My father is going to terminate my line.Its either I dont give my new number to anyone and only certain people or I might as well sell my handphone because I cant live without using line.

One thing I work is,I had to hear my father nag and nag about him buying us things and I not doing what is expected.Does he even know what patience is I should wonder?Heh.

All smiles and laughter when going to work.Yeah right.The worst thing I could do is I just went to work with an expressionless face and kept quiet and went back home early.Leaving the guys and girls to their own enjoyment.

I hope I get comfortable with my moving on soon.Im running away from my family and friends for a while.Coming back is still an option for me.But,sometimes I should asked myself this.If this is what I wants,why am I still wasting my own time to make the decision.

If I just dont blend with the rest,might as well I be alone where only I can accept myself.....

Oh well..Ill just try to be happy me...or whatever....

P.s.Why do I kept dreaming of you?I feel stupid and when I woke up,I just feel lonely.......Try hard not to look at you later on....

4:25 PM

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who am i?

turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD

so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol.

thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams?

and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D