Sunday, July 17, 2005
Im taking chances and risk now.My father is going to terminate my line.Its either I dont give my new number to anyone and only certain people or I might as well sell my handphone because I cant live without using line.
One thing I work is,I had to hear my father nag and nag about him buying us things and I not doing what is expected.Does he even know what patience is I should wonder?Heh.
All smiles and laughter when going to work.Yeah right.The worst thing I could do is I just went to work with an expressionless face and kept quiet and went back home early.Leaving the guys and girls to their own enjoyment.
I hope I get comfortable with my moving on soon.Im running away from my family and friends for a while.Coming back is still an option for me.But,sometimes I should asked myself this.If this is what I wants,why am I still wasting my own time to make the decision.
If I just dont blend with the rest,might as well I be alone where only I can accept myself.....
Oh well..Ill just try to be happy me...or whatever....
P.s.Why do I kept dreaming of you?I feel stupid and when I woke up,I just feel lonely.......Try hard not to look at you later on....
4:25 PM