Saturday, July 16, 2005
What happened yesterday?I cant recalled.
It was at school when everything went silent when I am asleep.It was the last period and after I finished my Maths paper 1,I went to sleep.After I woke up,as usual,I made noise,laugh and crack lame jokes.
Went home and instead of heading to the Marsiling Pool,I went to sleep with the heavy rain.I woke up and 4:45,realising that Im late,I bath,wore my usual green coat and went out.Yup,guys,this is my daily routine.
I didnt went home but ton outside instead.Walk here and there.Like zombies.All of the sudden,I feel stupid.
I left my studies behind and work instead.So,in the end,I made my mind and take a 2 months leave.But I kept worrying about somebody.
So,whats my next motive.A question I asked myself.Well,guess I will just have to blend myself with other kids.Go home early,do tonnes and tonnes of revision.And not to forgot to be emo at night.Its kinda sad for me to think like this.How Im trying hard to waste myself away.Looking and envying people that are happy.Oh its ok,I kept telling myself.Maybe they deserve the life they had.
My parents noticed the blueblacks on my both arms and asked me about it.I just said I accidentally hit the door or something that make the excuse worthwhile.Ok,guess I want to sleep or do something stupid.
Looking at you with the my heart thumping seems to be my interest.P.s.Something different
3:45 PM