 Thursday, August 11, 2005
Just got back home from night study.I feel fucked up with some people.Thanks to Mrh.I get a grip of myself and decided not to blurt out names in these blog of mine.You know what.Sometimes,I really hate to see people in their fucking moodswings cause the person who they will vent on will certainly be me?Fuck rite? I seen their actions being goody2 with other people but when it comes to me,their face will turn like fuck and their actions change.I mean,come on lah.Im not a 6 years old kid still sucking a lollipop.Damn and some more,I have made an off day on Saturday and yet this person still have not made a decision whether she can make it or not..God.And I have to work on Sunday and loss some sleep.Im not saying that im not being sincere but heck,you already know what type of person I am.I hate last minutes decision.And all Im doing is trying to be nice and yet people dont appreciate it.Fuck man. You really want me to be like last time?Where I hate to see your face and dont even want to talk to you at msn?Where I anti you everytime I go or hear your name?Is that what you really want?I nearly had an accident,thinking about this.You dont understand what Im trying to do now.Seriously.Its an intention I meant to keep to myself.Something I feel ashamed about.Guess you really dont know what it means to be me.Haiz. p.s.Thanks Mrh. |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |