 Sunday, September 25, 2005
Abang was so cheerful and happy at work.Even though me and Rainman are late.He didnt scold any of us.But he keep on smiling. I were to do counter yesterday and when I paged in the order,he received a call. "Hello,whos this?" Then he went out.Telling Kak Annie that his father is dying.His face changed totally.So stress and worried. I feel sorry for him.Really.He used to tell me his father is a fucktard,so does his mother too.He worked LJS since he is 13 because his parents dont want to support him and they dont love him.He worked even though he is in the JC.Not all JC people can study and work at the same time.All of this not for the sake of fun but to support HIMSELF. He was walking to and fro at the kitchen.Cleaning his shirt and everything.He looked so stress up with it.Then,he took his jacket in the office and leave.From there,at the counter onwards,I began to think about my life when someone gone. We used to hurt each other.Take things for advantages or worst,backstab people back.All this resulted to hatred among ourself.Some may even take it for fun.Empty words and promises are just enough to make one feel depressed. When someone cares about you,make sure you make full use about it or look forward to it.Because,you will never knew how long the person will be there for you. What if today,hes being so nice to you and care a lot about your everyday life even though it may hurt him if you're happy with somebody else.You take things for granted,saying,I knew he will be there waiting.So,let me make use of this advantages. But what if you received news tommorow that he died in an accident?He wont wait for you anymore. He wont wait anymore even if he wanted because he is gone.Gone from your life.You cannot call him or see but you can miss him. And you thought back about the past when your still in primary school days and now.What if I didnt go to this school.Who am I going to meet?What life am I going to have now?How am I going to meet she or he? -sigh- Sometimes,I wished the person I really cared for and loved will do the same to me.But I dont.Instead,I cared for those who cared for me so that I wont feel the sense of regret later on.Sad to say,I treasured all of my friends even though some may not. Till here then.My stomach hurts a lot.Gastric?I dont think so.Maybe its my emotions... p.s.Seize the day. |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |