Monday, September 05, 2005
I feel so hyper today!Dont ask me why.But I feel so hyper!Yes...Let the hyperness be for one day.Fags are helping to increase my hyperactive.
Yes YEs!I draw me and her in the hall on my N level PAPER!I wrote about you in my composition!My prelims too and I got 33/50!COOL COOL!AND ITS BECAUSE OF YOUR NAME!!It kept giving me inspiration!I know Im not but its ok!its OK!
M.t?N levels?Yes!I can do it!I will be mugging my S.s today!5 hours!God willing I can do it and I shall do it!I want to see myself in Sec 5!
Oh!Someone put me down!
Why are you not talking to me in school!Why am I avoiding YOU!!How long shall we be like this!Till we die I suppose!No!No!No!Talk To ME!ITS DEPRESSING!!!!!
Im going down...waaaayyyy down...again...
Im jaded stupid and wreckless!!!Thats why SOMETIMES I made mistakes!!
FORGAVE ME AND GIVE ME ONE MORE CHANCE TO PROVE IM YOUR EVERYTHING!!!!
ARRGHHH!!!
Both are in the wrong.Both are lacking.Both are being so far away.Both are keeping silence.And both are not looking.Well,im looking.Im looking!I swear!
Can I not make the first move this time?
15 September is my birthday!!!!
P.s.Because you know Im willing to do anything.Almost anything....Not SORRY and I will never REGRET......
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I went out with Khai and Remy today.I went home with his black biycle.I love his bike.Going to school with it tommorow.
So im at home.10:30 I will start my mugging.....Somehow I got to find an alternative.But how?How?
Oh how I wished I could turn back the time.Do she want to turn back the time?Do she?Do she?
Wake me up when September ends....
Hes a boy wearing a black Fred Perry,
He tried many ways to make him happy,
He tried many ways to stop from being angry,
And how could he forget her from his memory?
Too much pain,
Too many things said,
Nothing is gain,
Nothing is paid,
He decided to move away from all these sadness,
Drowns himself in the dark sea blackness,
He wished that he could turn the time,
Asking her to his valentine,
But who knows,even he is surprised by her sudden,
Someone new she kept secretly and carefully hidden,
And all she wants now is to be friends,
But he thinks its not right and decided it should end,
He kept thinking about her deep in silence,
He kept thinking about her deep in silence,
He wished...all theres now...
Is one more chance......
One more chance.....
If she knows what it means.....
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