 Friday, October 14, 2005
3 years 44 days(By aPen,I wrote something for myself.) Right or wrong,its still worth a try, 44 days forbidden serve me right, And all I asked is who am I?Who am I? Nobody answered,so all I did is lie, Holding to it as I watched the night sky, What happened to patience and feelings? Nobody cares and Im too young to die, Empty soul but the heart continued beating, The liver burned,from harmful substances, I never cared enough for circumstances, I knew too much yet all I did was smiled, Secrets hidden,so all I did is lie, 3 years 44 days, Where was I during that time, So alone yet I still feel alright, 3 years 44 days, Forbidden me from religious activities, And I stopped when somebody said, "Everythings going to be alright, We all going to stood by your side, We all going to bring you the light, We all going to show you whats right," Time changes things,Where are they now? I knew it coming still all I did is smiled, So I asked,Where you gone to now? They never answered so all I did is lie, Another year came,liver still burning, Left alone but I still came out alive, Empty soul yet with feelings, I knew life is like an unpredictable tide, 3 years 44 days, I ever wondered how far I go, Things are different,thru and fro, 3 years 44 days, How did I managed to live this way, My senses gone but I managed to say, "Just wait and see what become of me, Never remind me to stop,dont set me free, I lived with bottles beside me, It maybe careless but you just cant help me," 4 years continuous days I managed to stop from sinful activities, I just need to get things done, If it fails,I will start things back again, It had to fail,time changes everything, Patience in my heart,mind full of thoughts, Empty soul again,yet still with feelings, I hid myself just to let myself rot, 4 years continuous days, A person never make it, Broken heart and all I did is smiled, And said, "Who are my friends and love ones now? I left too many trust, And Im breaking my vow, Like metal polished and left to rust," Nobody answered and all I did is lie, Questions left unanswered, But one answer hurts my pride, It said, "As you wish,you want to live that life so much, I got nothing to do with it,I can pity you this much," 3 years 44 days, Im back where I belong again, Something to cease the pain, Nobody cares and Im too young to die, Have they ever wondered how I feel, Somebody proved me wrong before I start again, The holy days only last for a month, One is never enough,and two left me for more, 3 years 44 days, Who am I back then? 4 years continuous days, Im waiting and still predicting, 3 years 44 days, Nobody save me and all I did is smiled, 4 years continuous days, Its the same,so all I did is lie....... |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |