Sunday, October 23, 2005
Fark it man.
My life is a total mess.
Look at what I done.Going home about 7 am in the morning after work.Overnight at friend house.Smoke too much.Hanging around with strangers in the wee hours.(Thanks Rainman.At least I knew now that gangsters isnt that so bad after all)Went home sleep and wake up,bath and pack bag and go to work again.What next?What next?
Im not depressed nor I had any mental disorder.
I just dont know what Im doing now.Maybe I just want to stay away from the computer.I realised my life is wasted on this stupid computer.Yes,the stupid computer.Stupid msn.STUPID STUPID!I NEVER GET ANYTHING HERE BLARDY FARK!
I will stop giving people problems anyways so I leave everything behind and move on somewhere else.Isnt it better for some people?I meant liked,here I am doing to your favour but instead I take it as everyone favour that Im giving them PROBLEMS?
So I kissed the sun goodbye,Muacks! and beat myself up and fall injured.Maybe I can learn something on my own now.
I dont even had the mood to Hari Raya.No mood for absolutions or enjoyments.So you people can jolly well enjoy collecting money from door to door while I sit here and prepare myself to work again.
Ok till here then.Im blardy tired and wanted to sleep.Hate or liked this entry,thats your farking problem because I know theres no one out there who had shoes liked me.If theres is,I will consider.
ok bye~
8:18 AM