 Wednesday, October 12, 2005
Im back from my hiatus. Im so sorry about the absence.Too many things to settle and I rather have it personal. So,I started working already.2 places.3 days for each.And the punishment is,Im sick liked hell today.With nobody to talk to and my internet is spoil.Im still wondering how I manage to get in.Like the owners I must say.Unpredictable.Very. I managed to find something in my drawer and I will write in it again.God.Time passed as I flip the pages of the diary.The last entry was around August 2004.Hrm. And all things will end they say and it did end.Finally.I managed to see the light ahead of me.And Im walking at a faster pace I never did before. Too many mistakes done.Absolutions are all they have for me.But what I see,one thing leads to another. No no,its not what I meant that I dont want to trust anyone anymore.Dont get it wrong.Heh. Looking back at the past and hope for a better tommorow is what people do.But for me,I rather not have both doing at the same time.Because what is there is already there.You cant alter it.Like scars from your healing wounds are what best decribed them.Look at it,Look at it. I see my world crumbled and fall, Before my eyes, I know I know... Dark will turn to light, In time I will be alright, I know I know... Avenged Sevenfold lyric.And all things will end. And I found that,it really suits my ego.My ego of wanting to be left alone and handle things the way I want it to be. To take it back but to worry that it wont be the same.Lets practice that shall we? Oh yeah,I managed to see that Pizza Hut mates are all devil in disguise.Because of them,I didnt fast for 2 days straight!Har har! But nevermind.Basement 3 vending machine is our rations! Hrm.I dont know what to write anymore.I written enough for here.And yes,I will closed my blog soon.2 years writing here seemed to be enough.And I wanted to find my peace of mind somewhere else. p.s.Dont ever hurt my pride. They told me to stay but I kick the chair and leave, No use making amends when things are at your own pace, They comfort me,wrote me a letter with hatred feelings, I tore it,push them away and spit at their faces.... *Cheers* Fags period. |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |