 Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Left out memories(aPen's thoughts) Alone,tired and all weary, I feel fark,cant you see? What can I do to make you worry? Or should I just beg mercy on my knees? I left some bits in you, Whatever happened,what did you do? Seeing empty diaries everyday, It isnt right,it isnt the right way, So Im hitting whoever fights with you, The ones who made me liked a fool, In the past where I was still weak, Not this time,I wont fall on my knees, All I can see,my friends died with white eyes, Isnt that something?Making me feel better in life, I wouldnt have to wonder if your up next, Retribution pays,for what you did to me?I'll see you in hell..... Hey gangs.Im writing a suicide note early in the morning.Im farking depressed.Heh. No lar.I couldnt sleep.Its 327 am and Im not going to school today.I just watched movie at home and laze around.Smoke at the toilet too. Pretty tiring I guess after I went home from Geylang with my family just now.We bought baju kurung already. Yeah.Nothing much happened nowadays.Just plain dull.At least I got work to attend from Wednesday all the way to Sunday. But life can get a bit lonely I guess even if you had money.Going to work,have some fun too,depends on your workplace and went home late only to find yourself alone.Get what I mean?Feeling tired and no one to call to.Well,for me,my handphone is lost so by the time I went home,everyones asleep and I dont have most of my friends contact number.I dont liked having a typical life.So thats why I liked going out when I have my chance. I guess thats me.Hyperactive.Till here then. I found out my heart becoming a stone.I cant emo liked I used to.Well maybe not the time. I dont like it when I had to say, Please dont go its better if you stay.... p.s.Im missing someone.Im going to search for it.This time,Im doing things alone. carpe diem~* |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |