 Friday, October 14, 2005
Phonecall for Friends(by aPen.Something for myself) Hello,Who's at the conference now?What if I say, I got something to tell to you today, I'm sorry but I can't have it this way, Hope you get the message I'm moving away, Stood my grounds too long without you, No need to remind me what to do, My experiences are too old to let me stay, Stand aside,get the message I'm moving away, Senses fail but I dont know exactly why, The willingness to try things back again, Like a shooting star that falls as it fly, I'm willing to be on my own even if I had to taste the pain, My phone doesnt ring and no voice can be heard, How much fun you had before you return, And I remember how hard for me to feel hurt, I won't have much to worry if I had to turn, No need to tell me for the silence reasons, Because Im already here to tell you why, Picking your favourite at your random, Take back what you gave me in life, And I know nothing is done in a telephone, Notice that I always leave a message I'm not at home, Because I got to make my senses again, Even if I had to taste the pain again, I'm too late to mend myself again, But nobody said it was game over? Even if I had to taste the pain again, You can put me down and I will crawl under, I will take the chance to be alone again, I don't know where I'm going, But might as well I start all over again, Might as well feel sorry then left here dying, I'm going away to make my sense again, Don't asked me what you did back then, You're ego,naive and selfish,yet foolish, You can watch me put my shoes on and walk away, Putting the phone down is liked the best thing to do, Satisfied at the words I just said to you, Maybe now we will realised who's been teaching who, Self-sarcrifice is something you just cant do anyways, I had enough behind everyone's back, Like the only book ignored in a rack, To be seen without much saying, I rather have no one to play with my feelings.... I managed to meet shublei finally yesterday.Punching bag will be ready at the end of the month I supposed.And he can supply me boxing gloves thats cool. Till here then! p.s.Carpe Diem~* |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |