Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Resemblance Of A Broken Face(By aPen,Aided By Secrecy)

Too much regrets and grief you have lived,
We have waited for so long for time to make it happen,
But you back out insisting of making things real,
I find the loss very disturbing and repugnant,(So I spread my broken wings tonight)

What makes you think I'm your faith last time,
Like a broken God who can't grant your wishes,(For today and tommorow)
You threw me out of your life,ruining my broken mind,
Don't stare at me because you never told me,I take the risk,(And infected by your disease)

I hunt down the ones who made me fall,
Like a fallen angel I take their souls slowly,(Holy methods they say)
No blood,no tears will be spilled to the ground,
No pain,just an empty soul with an empty mind,(Goodbye fair-weather friend)

Chorus
Can't you see theres a connection somewhere behind everything,
Even a child will cry looking at my face,(Their thoughts of resemblance)
Memories won't repeat itself again,be it good or bad,(Treasured the moments)
The resemblance of my broken face is just too clear to make you feel,(Memories of time)

Memories won't repeat the way you want it to be....
Good memories won't repeat the same way if you change today....

I closed my wings tonight and I wasn't suppose to be seen,
Pray to your new faith that they might help you,(Don't predict this time)
Too tired and still infected by your disease,I patiently wait to be heal,
Eyes closed I will make it through the dark night on my own,
(Shattered by hopeless fantasy,taken in too fast by cruel reality,Will you be there even in the dangerous circumstances or do you have the speed to catch up with me?Let time settles the dust as we drown ourselves in the sea.)

10:20 AM

myself

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who am i?

turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD

so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol.

thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams?

and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D