Wednesday, December 07, 2005
I guess.This is what I am.I made my mind.I just cant fit to anyone or anybody needs.And what I end up is just heartbroken.But I know nobody cared.
I may lied.But its in the joke that I lied.If you know what I mean.But I never meant to lie so seriously.I never intend.But I know nobody will believe.
I wanted help others despite my problems.But I know nobody needs that anymore.Especially if its from me.
I never wanted to go away.I want to stay and laugh.Have fun during my youth days.But I know nobody needs me anymore.
I never wanted to hurt someone.But I guess thats what people think of what Im doing.
I never wanted to be alone.Missing from all activities.But I know.And I know.That whats I am.
Im on hiatus.Guess I need some time alone.Again.
p.s.And I dont want to speak these words cause I dont want make things any worse.
3:29 AM