Wednesday, January 04, 2006
Darn.Suddenly I feel like brooding over the past.I mean in school.
Everybodys going to school today but not me.Because Im not an officially WRS member.The early wake ups and alarms.Take 913 and then 912.Silent reading or Assembly period.But the important of them all is F.R.I.E.N.D.S.
Secondary life is where we learnt to grow to be mature and all the new stuff and into concepts or whatever shits we believe in.Fights and lectures.Damn.Out of 4 years studying there,I am officially late for once and thats for waiting for a friend.
Ok fine.Maybe Im a ass.A egoistic loser.And maybe thats why fafa doesnt even want to get close to me its because she knew me too much.Too deep.Damn.It keeps me thinking how it felt over there without me.My laughters and lame jokes.My action step fierce then baik baik.And whether they have the thinking of what is me without them....But liked I said..Maybe they dont because Im a ass.
Now I really need a fag but I dont have any.Im too stressed out and i really,really feel old.Too many things to ache over.
But you know,All Said And Done.Life have to move on.Liked Mark's Philosphy he told me yesterday when he sleep over at my house,
"It really dont matter whether friends leave me or not because friends come and go and we meet new ones everyday"(edited by me)
A pessimistic point of view but its a slap you back to reality.Get what I mean?
And to end this entry,I shall thank Allah for:For giving me this chance of my life for letting me to know people and to meet different types of people in my school.For the chance of letting me to understand and laugh with joy with my fellow schoolmates.Giving me the courage to face new challenges I met in my school and good and bad experiences I had during my Secondary school days.To be in the same school with Syarif with a good relationship of friendship for 10 years.To have people liked Affa to forgive me eventhough after we fought.And finally for letting me to have a good 4 years experiences in that school.Amin
"It is in our heart that we knew that we will meet new friends and to have a good time with them.But one can never knew how long we still have till we say our goodbyes."
Azri Samsuddin 1989-living
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