 Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Hey..Im feeling kinda down for the moment.But not much of worry cause I will be okay after a fag.But I want to jot this down..Something for me... I love to have expectations.Expectations of something good.For eg,whenever I got home and theres somebody who is close to me to talk,I liked to expect them to be online.From work,I can feel the excitement when thinking about what are we going to talk about. And in the streets,I love to bump into people I knew.Or people I never seen face to face. But now,I dont have that much of expectations.I dunno.I feel bored going home that I had to sacrifice my sleep just to hang over at my friend house.Laughing and joking or I will invite them to my house when fathers not in. Imagine..The boredom that sets in.Running in circles.Smoke and smoke and more smoke...It just make u feel wasted doesnt it? But the least i had now is my own PSP.Something to play with.To watch videos,play games or listen to music.I just need 200 bucks then my PSP accessories are complete. I think im talking crap...A foolish man talking.. Whatever it is..I just feel so alone... P.s.The winter of my life came so fast.... |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |