Tuesday, January 17, 2006
I liked adventures.Especially unfamiliarise places.Ahaks!
Ok.Went to school and had to wait for mOn as usual.I wonder why am I early for this kind of stuffs.Maybe Im punctual.Yeah.Chey macam betul jek.
Reached school late and was in the wrong class when seated in the hall.Ahaks!The guys beside me are laughing.Babi.But it turns out that they are trying to be friendly.Ahaks.Speech.Our DM is a singh.Farni sia he.He talked about secret societies,smoking attire and etc.And guess what he talked bout ang sun tong lar salakau lar...and skinheads.Terasa sia aku bila tengah duduk tu.Ahahaha.Then he said,where got secret societies nowadays.Secret societies are suppose to be secret but instead you write numbers on the wall lar..These are not secret societies but STUPID SUCKERS.WAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA.But hes talking fact lar.
Haiya.And he talked liked Gurmit Singh too.Ahaks!
After that,meet my new friends and mOn at the co-op shop.Ahaks!And smoked outside school.The best part about BB is all of us unite and smoke!We headed canteen first and saw the Qayum skinhead smoking.Babi.He shouted my name..
EH PENDEK!
BLuekS!
Oh yeah.Got this second year guy who sounded me.Hes from my secondary school.He said,my shirt smelled of shop so I said,
"Paisey eh.Ni baju abang aku dan dia da 4 tahun kat ITE.Skrang dia Higher Nitec ok?"
Member diam sak!Ahaks!PADAN MUKA!BAB*!
So,I cabut the talk at 1PM.LAzy sia.The lecturer let us go for a break and asked us to come back at 1.Nabei.
Then we smoked with Dayat at 215(just infront of the school) and the rest dont smoke.Lame.Rite.It was still 2pm and we decided to take a walk at Westmall first.Survey survey lar.
We headed to Jurong Point afterthat to meet up with Hafiz.He was nowhere to be seen.And we saw many HSAs wandering around to catch underage smokers.So scary.Then mOn saw him.He waved to us to wait.Ahaks!Then lepak at Coffee Bean and he went out to work.It was 345pm and we said goodbye to him and headed to Westmall plak.
Reached there around 415 and tried to locate the FAMOUS mira-manggis tetapi tak dapat.KEcian lar kita.Diri kat tingkat 3 macam budak bodoh.Da lar hujan.Rumah pun jauh.Then we walked round and round the place to find her but to no avail.Kecian eh budak woodlands?We waited till 530pm then we headed home.Frustrated but tired we took a smoke break.Ahaks!
Yeah.I always slept in bus nowadays.I dunno why..Ok lar.I want to keep things short.Till here then.
p.s.mira-MANGKUK! tuls...
Update at 10pm.
The secret(aPen)
Hold me and take me up today,
And only to see me fall another day,
Praise me,tell me Im your everything,
Just to remind me that Im actually nothing,
This feelings are killing me,
And you are clearly making me see,
Thats there no light at the end of tunnel,
And you are just giving me empty hopes,empty hopes,
I will sit and watched you dance,
And people will look down on me as if its fun,
But I dont mind anymore,cause I told you I gave up,
And it feels so hurt and guilty to see myself laugh,
Take me out only to let people know you're nice,
Abused me,tortured me when nobodys there,
Brainwashed me,keep reminding that everything is alright,
Then,put me alone in the middle of nowhere,
And I know that this wont reach your eyes,nor your ears,
Cause it have been kept a secret,
Bottled up feelings,keeping things to self,its not so hard anymore,
When people surrounding me started to ignore,
Let me run,only to see me tripped on the shoelaces you tied together,
Promising me bad things that this will go on forever,
I dont mind anymore,cause you told me that I have no one,
And theres no comfort even in warmth light rays of the sun,
Blood and water,they are the same,
Everything you put me here is nothing but pain,
But nothing else matters anymore,
When people and things around you started to ignore....to ignore...
So hold me and take me up again today,
And everything will repeat all over again,
Praise me,tell me Im your everything,
Just to remind me that Im actually nothing...
7:41 PM