Friday, May 19, 2006

Dear Diary,
I swear I did not have any girlfriend.Nor I wanted to.Please.Save me from getting labelled as a playboy.I dont think I want to live with lies written all over me.I hope my parents and siblings can understand as Im going to jump out from my 3rd storey house.I wish I just could land head first so that I can have an instant death and die faster.I know it would be painful but I dont wish this.Its people surrounding me making me sick and tired.I dont wish to live anymore.

Please understand people.Im being too emotional this time.Have you ever had a bad dream and when you woke up,you find it that it is real?I live like this everyday.Dont you think its hard?It IS really.Common sense.No questions.

Im really sorry to dissappoint people like Romey who tought me a lot in guitars,Bar who is expecting an original song made from 2 of us.My parents for bring me up ever since I was a kid and friends that expect high expectation from me.

Goodbye people and may the wonders of the world brought you to your senses.

*jumps*

Im kidding actually,
aPenster

Ok the letter IS LAME!

Went out with Bar to service danny guitar.Weehoo.Had lots of fun with him..Saw many girls girls..then got this one girl right,her eyes like very the lawa.The eyeliners and she was looking straight at me..Bar said she was looking at him..BEDEK LA...

So I fell in love with her eyes only..ahahahha..

Rite...Sat at the rooftop and we start to practise tuning..But jadi plak tu..

After that head 611 and Bar went home to take his guitar.Blade the birthday boy came..aahaha..he is surprised that I knew that it is his birthday today..Da besar eh blade!Bila mau kahwin beb!wuhauhwa...

We spent time doing the intro only for our originals..So I look forward for our session again..

Ok la..I effing tired..Goodbye boppers!

1:29 AM

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who am i?

turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD

so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol.

thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams?

and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D