Hello boppers.

Its been a while since I met some people I really love in my life.Its all because of work.I dont mind working for 12 hours and all I get is aches and loneliness.Well,exceptions for the money tho.

Yes.I dont mind being alone too nowadays.I need some time to reflect what I did and try not to repeat.I know it sound nonsensical but hey,this is like recovering your computer after watching alot of porn from the internet and suddenly the computer jammed and you get pop ups all over.

Have you ever been in a situation where you asked the people to stop and they didnt?Its frustrating even more when what are you doing is for the good reason.When all the words you could think of could make the person better are just left hanging in the air completely unheard.

Yes sir Yes sir.3 black fool.

And then,theres a point where you just wanted to stop and asked yourself,

"Hey,they never care and if they do,they will eventually do the things that is good to them"

And then you asked again,

"And why the hell should I be carrying their burden.Why the worries when I could just get back to my fucking life and be normal and see them cry when they regret."

If theres a chance,I would bring the people who dont even get the chance to see the world to tell them what is it like and hit them straight in the heart.

Theres thousand of babies and small kids and even fathers who died in a war.Mom who died during pregnancy and the child survive only to be blame for the death of their mom.Thousands of poor people out there,died everyday because of starvation and sickness and they dont even have a choice.

Forget the people who dumped you.Forget the family matters.Forget the people who mock you.Forget about thinking only for yourself.Theres alot of people out there out of cash and out of life and out of time.

You get to eat at least Nestle Cereal or Postmix Cereal but what do they have?Bread and water.
You get allowances by the end of each month and vacancy for jobs.But what choice do they have?

Everyday a person dies and here you are telling people you are tired of living.When will the realisation get into your head?When the day be when you come out of the your self depression and tell yourself,theres alot of people who needs help and I must help them.

Urgh.

Like I said,it wont matter if people just dont listen to what I said.Let it be there and only to be look upon when the worst is yet to come....

Work.Lets talk about work.I love my work.I do really.Everybody is far older than my age and they are really friendly.This is the best work I ever found.haha..Thanks to Nael and Kiki of course.

And I like my breaks too.Each break is about 30 minutes except for my 6pm break which is 45 minutes.Theres a pantry which i can sit and eat or sleep.The minahs are really friendly too.Hahhaa...

Ok then.Till here..Goodbye.

p.s.Its better to change than becoming the same old boring ways in which people already hate.

8:23 PM