Tuesday, October 03, 2006
Basically,everyday almost after work,I would just go to the badminton court and hang around with the rest of the guys.People liked taufix,danial and ais.And there,we can laugh,smoke or just talk about stupid stuff and just waste time.
And then,we could go back around 4 and i would walk home or just took a taxi home whenever i had some cash from me.And sometimes,the good hearted taufix would just gave me some money.
After that,I would not eat sahur just drank some soft drinks or juice or plain water before heading to bed.Depends on my mood and stomach..hehe..
I almost cried because today I got the chance to break fast with my family.I miss it so much.I miss my family.How it used to be.After that,I went for tarawih.And memories of the past flash back on this is how I did before I started work.Well,a few years back.
Yea.I dont mind coming back so late because I can get lonely and sometimes would just sms people at random and wait for their replies and most of them have already gone to sleep.ITS ok..seriously.
At times,people would ask me to lepak again and yes I do miss my friends.People like abang kolin,ahmad,ken and many many others even sometimes,people who hate me also but Im currently saving up enough money to buy an electric guitar at the end of the year and some time to relfect my mistakes and myself.To settle down.
HAha yeah...finally,I do got the chance to pour my feelings out.That is on this blog....
All that lies between us are just stupid,
Waiting for the dreams to happen without struggling,
My heart were once lost and funny that feelings start pouring again,
Its pathetic but what we had now are in ruins,
Theres nothing left,Theres nothing left that matters!
Bluek!
3:10 AM