So days passed by as time,they slipped by me so fast I didnt realise its already saturday.

Days are getting better as I never miss a chance to run towards a bright light in the very dark and empty tunnel.Who would want to stay in here anyways,where all you get is echoes when you shout out your feelings.

As the workaholic andrealine rushed in my blood as I raced the time to collect enough money for the end of the year sale.Its already okay if Im going to overnight there alone.

Whats next after guitar?Hopefully with determination and God's willing,I might as well be in a band and go gigs and soon enough it will be part of my hobby.Heh..

Anyways,work is what I been looking for these days.And floorball too.I cant wait to join my ITE buddies to go for my first practice which is on monday.Studies too!

Abang Zack too.For helping me alot of stuff.It really did worked out after listening and following his advice.I would always sit with him in the bus after work as he talked about his life and advices.I met alot of people in work too.Too many,from Germany to Australia.And to Singapore.As I listen to what they have to say about the locals and the liking of our country.And I met a hardcore guitarist from Malaysia too!Totally coolness.He played a band called Infield and lives at Bukit Panjang currently..Hahaha..

So the the first cubicle of Level 5 toilet at Plaza Singapura have became my private room.I would go there after feeling tired and rest for about 30 minutes and smoke.Or even shit with Jap sometimes.HAHA!

Yeah,after taking the 167 bus to yishun and dropped off wih Abang Zack I would take 858 with taufix after smoking a cigg at the bus stop.Then we would go our seperate ways and the moment after I reached home,I would spend my some of my time at a game or guitar and smoke while listening to bluesy bluesy songs before going to sleep.

This daily life never failed me after some undesirable incidents happened.Im really happy.Really happy that now,I learnt to live my life without expecting something bad to happen.Its really straight forward but I live my life at random.It could be a next big change after some time of rest.Who knows?

Where promises are just another self-assurance but you knew it,in your dictionary,it is stated as another make belief.

We already knew it,its coming.The first signs as we dreaded on for the confession to come out from their mouth..

P.s.Lets not live in doubts.

Take me to the places I didn't know,
Please don't make this another dream,
Where I will be there without you,
With the cigarettes between my lips and the guitar strumming,

So I made a new resolution to be alone,
Can't wait to feel the selfish ego creeped into my head,
As the world watched me feeling sick of everything,
But Im still here strumming the guitar..

3:21 AM