Monday, June 11, 2007

ek ek.
*mic check*
ek ek

orite then.greetings to my so called first post of 2007. (o_O)

yes yes.i've been away for sometime now due to lack of interest and the urge to try something new.but then again,every something new is sometimes,something old.

im turning 18 soon and i've been posting my entries since 2004.and perhaps as we grow older,the entries would grow more mature or probably stay the same.I bet mine would stay the same.

anyway, 2007 is in fact,something different and exciting year for me!i learnt alot about life,friendship,music,etc.yes.í do admit to the stupid stuffs i did back then when i was young as i browse through the archives this blog had.

i believe for now,some things have settled down and i really appreciate and thank god for the break.HAHA!.well,im still in debts with father due to my handphone bills that sometimes went zonkers because of my overused smses and outgoing calls.(thanks to that someone i supposed for being so addictive in smsing.)

why fags mr apen?
sometimes i feel sick and tired of this question from those non-smokers(well kidding,but sometimes I AM!)

yes yes.fags.they are very marvellous at times especially when you want to shit or when your down with no companion :(
they do kill you slowly and waste your money but at the same time,they killed my feelings.even tho it came back later but for THAT moment,i feel calm and relaxed.its not that im desperate but sometimes,when you dont want to involve people or make matter worst ,you just wanna be there for yourself.. :)

its not that i dont want to stop but i wanted to.its just that I'm not ready yet. :)


those who love roses,
must not be afraid of thorns,
if pain is a pleasure,
what will happened to the scars?
(biol,ex-gf brother)

sadly,i never intended to look at the past,
cause i wanted to believe that i was never there,
even tho,some memories will hurt and forever last,
but i burnt it down and start afresh....

p.s.belo belo.

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3:21 AM

myself

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who am i?

turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD

so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol.

thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams?

and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D