 Sunday, June 24, 2007
to run away from my problems.the worst and the best thing to do.it maybe the biggest mistake but better yet,it solves everything. and thats why i didnt go online for some days and deleted off my myspace.i beginning to realise that everything's the same.the same bullshit,the same topic to talk about,or how about,going online with nobody to talk to,yet theres people online?its liked playing pretend on the internet where i rather off be in reality where i can see things and people the way they are.the only thing that i will look forward in msn are songs i asked my friends to download. i understand where i stand.im not that nice boy/gentleman who sits and listens to your problems and give you useful advices which are greatly much appreciated.sometimes,i feel that i was never close to where most teenagers had in their life. but the thing is not to regret and get a fcuking grip.maybe some part of us they really dont understand and its best for them and us.i guess all we need is time and not rush things the way it isnt suppose to be.i guess i dont need any hook ups for the fear of getting another problem.i guess if you really are my friend,you wont wait for me to lead or rather,you lead yourself.you can just stay around and have fun.or better yet,stay until the end.. oh well... :) p.s.and i dont know why,im sitting by myself when the problem isnt mine. |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |