if i could send a wishlist letter to god then this would be it.

dear god,


first lets talk about the world.i believed the world is at war and please blessed them with patience and sincerity minus the blood and violence.i hope theres no such thing as weapons but instead,many hearts to warmth the soul for everyone.please take the suffering ones far away from where they are now and maybe,you could add more trees and land because the world resources are at stake and humans destroy almost everything they see so that they could convinced us that it would be much better.please removed the pleasure of torturing people from some of our human minds but the pleasure of seeing them live happily.please encourage the people to travel from different countries to learn and understand and appreciate more about the cultures instead of making daily presumptions about them.and yes,please remove the hate in us. :)


i understand some of this is too much but i havent even talk about the changes i wanted in my life yet but if you dont mind,i will just jolt it down here.i want you to know about my little brother.can you please change his attitude,he is in his primary 4 but he started to swear foul languages to most of us in the family.it hurts and yet angered me when he said foul languages at my mom but i believe the influences are from me.can you please changed him so that i will look forward for a loving brother everytime i get home.


please forgive my sins and mistakes in life.i believe my sins are aplenty and the mistakes i did to people are often.if you think that i couldnt be changed and theres no point of changing me,then please bring me far away from here.


i always wanted to be a guitarist musician in life.please grant the wish and of course,i will put effort in it. :)


last but not least,please blessed my good good friends of longevity and luck in life.(sound liked some chinese new year but i dont know how to put it)


i guess thats all.even if this is about buliding sandcastles in the air but i guess its worth writing it all down.. hahahaha.


from,
apencil.

p.s.and about the part where i asked to bring me far away from here,i guess its better we dont...oh you should know since you're god.can you please bring her closer now? cause my head a mess whenever i think about it.and oh oh..nvm..haha




where have you gone now?
cause i want to be there again,
when you stab yourself with all the blame,
did you find this life abit complicating?


still its going to be me,
to be part of your bad memories,
but i should tell you before,
that i just dont want to be another line in your book,


and i swear that you didnt get me,
so what are you up to again?
i hope you get the message,
but you have many friends to hide me away,


dont try to hold yourself up,
cause i already learnt the lessons myself,
when im all alone and i pretend,
that you are sitting beside me.


but i shouldnt said i will forget it,
because i still kept a photo of yourself,
and you've already convinced me,
that i can only be there,as a memory.

12:05 PM