hey hey!the days that marked the end of the week seemed to be very good to me!i gott into SINGFEST FOR FREE!IMAGINE THAT?! and i was the first person to bodysurf during MXPX set!!WEEHAAWW!


and hell,i got my blood test for my NS medical checkup and its so fcuking painful.the needle thickness is the same as the size of the needle your mom used to sew your shirts.fcuking painful and imagined that i laughed when my blood was sucked out!mr apek was being very funny just to relax me..hahaha..


i been digging into books nowadays.self-upgrading yeah!so i have read The Chemistry Of Death and currently into Behind The Lines and 101 Most Influentinal People Who Never Lived.POWER!


Behind The Lines is about letters wrote by the soldiers way back from the Revolutionary War to the Gulf War.Their emotions on how they missed their love ones and how the war treated them.Some letters made their way to their families but some didnt even have the chance because they were shot dead and their letter were found in their pockets...


101 most influentinal people who never lived is about fictional characters that inspired us eversince from childhood to adulthood.literatures,americanas and etc etc!even cinderella and ugly duckling tought the children the wrong moral!


The Chemistry Of Death is the first book I had finished!its about a forensic doctor who decided to worked in a small town just to get away from the city life and to move on after the death of his wife and his daughter.it even tought me what to look for when you found a dead body in the bushes.from flies to beetles.the color of the larvaes and pupaes.how your palm can slipped out liked a glove when you died for some time!and the stories goes on and ooon!


anyways,i dont know if i could get fine for typing this but FCUK YOU ANGELA NEO!you scuked as a teacher!i hoped your daughter or son will face favouritism from their teachers when they grew up!ADSADHASHDSAHDIASHDKSAD~!!!!


thanks Dad for covering my ass when she called you when you were at work.and thanks mom for the thought of giving me the money to buy another Ben Sherman shirt after what our neighbours did to mine. :D


anyways.i was talking to yaz about the expenses i spent for my teenage life.The result was $2000++!!!! i knew $1500++ came from my work savings and the rest from mom and dad!jeeez!!!i should really save my money for future from now on.hahahaha.well, at least it was well earned unliked some spoilt rich bastard kids who demands their parents for money nowadays!


okay till here!i think all the technicians and mr hegazi are pretty nice people to me at work!


they say everything has it own reasons,
but i bet i still can't find mine,
call me a scrooge or quixotic, i dont mind,
it's another grip for the unnecessary fuss,


dont liked the idea of making myself fictional,
but everybody is in their so called cyberworld,
nobody will ever know what you can offer behind,
the safety of the firewall and computer screen,


and how could we suddenly sank deep,
under the layers of lies and pretence we created?
inheriting while abusing the time given to us,
the damaged done is already beyond recognition,


everybody has themselves as their own enemy,
but still, i find comfort in "I don't know",
maybe then we could all try to be a better person,
if one would shut up and the rest will follow.


p.s.A.L!

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