 Thursday, September 13, 2007
i dunno why.and i dunno why im feeling this way.i tried to search for something that could at least make me happy. and sometimes,i feel so happy at work than being out there.i feel so myself at work whenever theres people liked abang jo,helmi and the others.happy banglas such as abu and fazlul made me happy as well.motivating me to work instead of just sitting down doing nuthing. and yet.i feel downright empty whenever im done with work.and when i got nothing to do after work,and when my friends are busy that day,i would just stay and worked overtime and just go home with abang jo,lan and wadi. i feel so uncomfortable.with the unfamiliar air thats trying to surround me right now. :( p.s.and when i look.and stared at the ones who hold hands.i longed to have that moment.but i guess im not good enough yet.and my time.is just not by my side.. |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |