Thursday, September 20, 2007
i went berserk yesterday night.usually when i went berserk,i would thrashed all my things in my room but this time,i passed it to a friend of mine.i feel so totally wrong.i must be.common sense.
or is it im just too tired.tired because i slept 3 hours night of sleep everyday but still it doesnt mean i have the pass the angry wave to my friend.
so i made my mind to put myself on isolation.i rather stay away from people rather than affecting them.its not a wise decision.but i know what im doing.i been in this sucky situation before and the best thing is to run.
i dont know i dont know.i need to settle down soon.get busy with work.avoid unnecessary contacts and just move away for some time.
and i know you are tired hearing this.but im
sorry.
p.s.sometimes.i wish i could have this courage to forget everything and where you came from and we will meet liked strangers.maybe i could take it to a new level rather than stay in where we are now.
3:16 PM